Jenniferkatie

I've always been obese...since i was little, i've always been the "bigger" kid...In HS, i was 175lbs...I remember when i got on the scale at 13 or 14 and saw that number...I thought i was normal though but looking at all the "skinny" girls around me, i didn't feel so normal...I went from wearing kids sizes straight into size 12's in womens. And this just continued as i got older...had children, would gain and loose wt. I've lost over 100 lbs before in the past but never could break the 200lb mark for more tne a couple of days and one day gainted back to nearly 300lbs. The smallest size i was ever able to get into was a 14...oh to be a 14 again! My Highest wt. was I believe 289...at which i lost but regained to my new starting wt. of 285...I'm looking forward to ridding myself of my weight FOREVER, never to be found again! I want to see if i can really get to 195lbs and will love that but would love even more to be more "normal" at a wt. of 150lbs...what would that even be like? Haven't been that little since i was in early middle school i imagine!! Can't wait for my story to begin :)