I am very proud of the weight you've already lost, but sad you feel so out if place in your own body. It's a journey and you're only part of the way there, keep that in mind and focus on your inner self.
I'm 37 years old, 5'3" and about 200lbs, I would love to hear some results of others my age and size. I'm wondering how my skin will do after, will I need cosmetic surgeries, or am I catching it before I get too old that I've lost all elasticity? Btw, I'm also very bottom heavy, if anyone out there has similar situations.