Thank you for sharing your story as well. It's good to know that I'm not alone, even though I wouldn't wish these feelings we share on even my worst enemy. Like Loralee I had been praying for a sign and when my friend came to me I felt that was it.
Unfortunately I still question it but each day I feel more sure about it. I know I have to stop thinking and just do it because it will only improve my life. The only thing holding me back is fear of the unknown.
But beyond fear I am determined to give my 4 sons, my husband, my friends and myself the real me back, not this body and feelings that I can't stand.