TXGIRL80

I'm not looking for rudeness. I'm a food addict like most others here. Looking for real advice.

I was sleeved a week ago tomorrow. My physician said Clear liquids only for week 1, and then progress to full liquids week 2-3. So Christmas day I had watched as everyone enjoyed whatever goodies they wanted. In a moment of feeling sorry for myself, I ate a sugar cookie. Not that it really matters but I did chew until almost liquified. I knew it was a mistake, but I didn't feel any reprocussions and I said I wouldn't do that again. Today, Im feeling great a decided to take my daughter to Chick-fil-a and a movie. I told myself that I could resist the temptations, but quickly found myself in a familiar situation. I had one chicken nugget and one fry (well chewed). I felt terrible emotionally, but physically I was fine. Then the movies... I took several bites of popcorn. So my thoughts/questions: 1. Have I completely messed this up? 2. Why am I never satisfied? 3. Should I be able to drink all day without ever feeling a problem? 4. Has anyone else/ felt similar? 5. Though I have outward incisions, why don't I feel anything internally? I used a very reputable physician.