newgirltx

I'm going through this right now. Life feels like too much but I'm not able to really feel anything when I act like this. I just replaced food with wine. Before it was shopping. I have been to therapy for years and years and have been on enough medication to kill an elephant. I swear that there is some bottomless pit inside of me and the only cure is to reach out and stop isolating!! When I close up shop it only gets worse.

Reached 164.1 this morning!! What a great feeling

I do relate!! I live drinks and have a home mad coffee that is sugar free every day. I don't really like to eat because I'm just not hungry. Oh well.

Most big markets carry it now

My fat days were so self destructive and now I don't even come close! I look back at what I used to do to myself and my poor body and it's very upsetting. When I am down now I have permission to: Cry Nap Journal Take a bath Turn off my phone Watch trash reality tv Play with my dog These things never crossed my kind before because I was trapped not only by food but also by my head. Remember that feelings are not facts!!

Such a wonderful share!! This surgery is a gift isn't it?

Thanks!! I was stalled for a bit but I am back in the game baby!!

I know that many sleevers are not fans of plain Water and I fall into that category too. Yesterday my boyfriend introduced my to Crazy Water which is a brand of alkalinated water. Mom problem drinking this like when I try to drink regular water and I think it really helps any excess acid even though I am on a ppi. Just wanted to share!!

Hit 166 this am!!

I just want to be at 165!!!!

I am in my surgical residency and took one week off. I have a lot of research to do and I was foggy for the first few days. Sleep was my best friend. My memory was not the best.

I felt my hip bone too!! Yay!!

You know that Old Navy has a lot of cute cheap stuff. It's always good for weekend and work items!

I was just like you. I think I drank most of what I consumed at your stage. I finally tried some very tender chili with quite a bit of liquid. That gave me the courage to start taking in bits of meat. As soon as I got maybe two tablespoons down in one sitting the next time I ate more. Take you time and listen to your body. Stay hydrated!!