Two of my closest friends, then my sister had a lapband a few years ago. Seeing first hand what their experiences were like I've had the thought of weight loss surgery at the back of my mind for awhile & it kept coming closer to the front. I never followed through and after yet another failed attempt at dieting last month it just clicked that I should talk to professionals about wls. I've been over weight all my life & now have high blood pressure, so doing my research and will decide with my Dr when to have the op.
feel for you, can see on the forum that its a natural response. You'll do great, one day at a time :-)