bonski

Let me start off by saying that I am 30 yrs old, 5' and 210lbs. I had tried everything to lose weight as it has always been a stuggle for me. I have no medical problems as far as high blood pressure, or diabeties, however, I have severe endometriosis, ended up having a hysterectomoy, right collectomy and an apendectomoy all caused by my endometeriosis. I have been informed that all my hormone misfunctions arent helpful to weightloss. So, after trying what seemed to be every diet out there, I was set and my mind was made up to have the sleeve, all the way up to me actually sitting in the operating room waiting for the procedure to start I was confident in my decision, and then all of a sudden I started questioning myself, what if this doesnt help me what if this isnt the right decison and began syking myself out. After being reassured and confident again I went and had my surgery. However, Im questioning myself all over again, what did I just do to myself....I never know if I am hungry or full, I feel my stomach growling and tight all at the same time, I am still so soar and dont feel 100% in my decision, I am not sure if I am just nervious or what is going on. How long afterwards do you feel in a way back to normal? Just need someone to talk to. Thanks in advance for any responses I may get back. bonnie