amrice62

Hi, I just got mine 1/11. I was sure I knew it all and then it was after the first night I freaked out. I don't think anyone can appreciate or absorb the gravity of the situation until you are IN IT. There is a huge element of loss for me right now about food and also feeling a bit like a freak because I am here drinking 40cc/hr of Fluid...and it is hard. We have to see the brighter side that will come, stick with me and we will be fine. I am afraid too but we did this for a reason and that reason was fat. FAT. FATTTTT. We did not want it any more. I read my paperwork to see the future diet when we are out of the initial three weeks of liquids and we will be fine. Just think how good broth tastes now..it will always now be a thing of how good it tastes, and how much we treasure our food in a different way...I used to slug it back so fast and never taste it. I can totally relate to you and I am hoping we can get through this together because all I kept saying POD 1 was "I was duped"...LOL... we weren't. We just had no clue what it really meant because we were so used to doing that type of diet for a few days here and there at a time. PEACE Ann Marie