Deenah

omg. u sound like me! i am 5 days out and very emotional! it sucks big time. i didnt know it would be like this i wish i could fast forward a couple of weeks

Ok so i had my gastric sleeve surgery on 11/11/11! something good should come out of that right????? Came home on Monday the 14th and on Tuesday had a melt down! I have now idea why. If some 1 could pleeeeeez explain that to me that would be great! I couldnt sleep last night for ****! (please excuse my language) as im typing this i feel kinda angry. again i dont know why! maybe it's because while in the hospital i started my period! yeah nice huh. on top of the surgery i gotta deal with that issue too! anyways i wish i could just fast forward about 2 weeks! maybe things would be better. my stomach is sore and even though my doctor told me i could not hurt it from the outside, i still want to "baby" it. uuuuum...... my friend had it 2 months ago and i told her i dont even think they did the surgery on her! (shes lost 45lbs) dont tell her i told you guys that! o yes i am also addicted to tanning and when i was told to wait a month i about lost it then! geeez i sound like an angry person right now but i am really not! i would put a picture up but i look like **** so give me a couple of days to get it together...................................talk to you soon