Itsmytime2011

Hello everyone, I'm new to this site,be reading everyones story here for a while now and decided to join. My surgery date is Feb 10, 2011 with Dr. Tanaka at Pacific Bariatic in San Diego. Everyday since I got my date I think I changed my mind about this surgery at least a thousand times. I keep telling myself I can do this on my own, just give it one more shot. I was so excited about getting it, now that the date is getting near I'm getting so scared about having it. What if something goes wrong? What if the pain is unbearable? What if I can never eat again? These are some of the questions that keep popping up in my head. I can't really talk to my family or friends about it, because most of them think that I'm crazy for having it anyway. I'm just praying when Feb 10 2011 comes around I won't talk myself out of getting it done.