kaiasmom

Ok so I am having surgery tuesday and I am on my 2 week liquid diet and I am such a loser. Yes I have lost 8lbs wooo hooo! I am also a super cheater though, everyday i am sneaking a little bit of food. I will make up in my mind by not drinking one of my drinks for the day. I feel like such a loser and need some support. I just can't not eat. I can't live on optifast, sf jello, and crystal light. I need at least some soup. I am not worried about after bc I will be able to have milk, soup, and more of a variety. I have already cheated today I had a piece of my daughter pizza for lunch. I try soooo hard but my stomach starts growlling and churning and all i want is a little bit, I haven't been pigging out but i am still eating a little during the day. I am worried that I have done something that will hurt me. that my dr will read my mind and know I ate food and kick me out of the or. any advise, support, or anyone a cheater also?:help::omg:

Hi I am also in tx scheduled for surgery June 26 with Dr Kim. I am very excited and nervous. good luck!

Hi everyone! I am new to this site but it has been great to read and learn from everyone. I just was scheduled yesterday for surgery on may 1st. I knew I wantd to have the surgery but now that it is real I am getting nervous and second guessing my decision. I lov the site but it has helped scare me. I have read about some of the complications people have had and seen a lot of people have had the band removed. I know that is a rare occation but you know this is a life changing decision. anyway I have a 18 month old and my husband and i want another baby, so that was something that I was wondering if anyone had any advise about. My dr said that it will be fine after a year but then i saw someone had to have the band removd bc they got pregnant. I want to do what is best for me and my family and i am 99% sure this is it but there is that nasty 1% creeping in my brain so any encouragment would be greatly appreciated