I thought starting the New Year off with something more than a bunch of resolutions that I wouldn't keep was a good idea. It's like the definition of insanity "doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results". It's certainly time to try something new! I'll keep you posted!
I have the same fears! I get banded on 12/31 and the doctor's office faxed me over a lot of pre-op paperwork that included all of the risks. I have to say, I'm a little more than nervous. One of my biggest fears is being nauseaus. So far, the idea of getting my life back has won out over the fear of the unknown. I wish lots of luck with your journey. Keep us posted on your progress.