@MariNYC. Hang in there and keep your chin up. I share your frustration. I cannot understand why/how Medicare will not approve sleeve surgery, but they approve a much more complicated one: Rou-en-Y (?). Much more complicated surgery and one that forces individuals to consume multi-vitamins & supplements the rest of their lives because the surgery by-passes at least half of the digestive system. I might consider Lap-Band as my Plan-B, but I'm still focused on the Vertical Sleeve surgery. Don't like the fact that a foreign object is being place in the body.
I received a call from Swedish Hospital here in Seattle, WA informing me that my weight loss surgery had been approved. I'm waiting for my primary care doctor to forward a referral letter, then I'll seen what happens from there.
In the meantime, don't give up. Journal. Put your thoughts down in a notebook (I'm keeping my thoughts/notes on a steno pad). After you've entered your thoughts/input, leave them there...in the notebook. Don't carry around all that 'stuff'.
Keep this thought in mind, the Lord is always watching over you.
God bless.