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I've been schedule for my lap band on the 30th. I have a large abdominal hernia on my left side, the doctor I seen referred me for a lap band before my hernia could be repaired. As a member of a northwestern indian tribe, I qualified for the lap band at the cost of the Indian Health Services. I did all my pre lap band test last week, and after speaking with the dietitian, I've decided against the surgery. I am not emotionally or mentally prepared for this. I never wanted the lap band. It was just a nesscessary step to getting my hernia repaired. People call me crazy for not wanting this. They compare it to winning the lottery for your health. However I'm not willing to make a life long life style commitment for something I don't want. I've decided to lose the weight on my own. I used to be a former amateur power lifter, and I think I have it in me to take this on my own to save myself. I'm only 27 and don't feel it's too late. I just returned from my local gym after the first time in three years. I feel great! Sure don't lift what I used to, but its a start. Good luck and one love to those of you that choose the band. I wish you all happiness and many successes on your new paths.