Sleeved

I am scheduled for my sleeve next week. My Dr requires an all liquid 1000 calorie diet for 2 weeks. Please don.t judge me. It's been terribly hard for me. I am on day 8 and have lost 8 pounds. I have also cheated 4 of the days. By cheating one day I had 2 celery sticks. One day I had 3 tsp of tomato sauce. Not crazy out of control but I talk w/ folks who say they NEVER CHEATED. Would walk on coals ifif doctor said to, so it has me questioning if I am dedicated enough for this permanent process. In my defense I question how many morbidly obese women who r also used to a 3 to 4000 calorie diet ( that's how I got here folks) never take a bite....I am starving! It has gotten better, but this truly sucks! So I am asking myself @ the last minute, 'can I handle this journey? Do I have the commitment? Am I going to be like your hairdresser's sister who gained all her weight back and more?' God forbid! If I am just freaking out, or you see some handwriting on the wall...because everyone else gave it 100% please let me know. Sad and hungry....