Hi,
I really feel bad for you. I was just denied yesterday and cried all night. Luckily, my surgeon got the decision overturned today and I will get my surgery this Friday (the surgery was supposed to be today, they told me that I was denied the day before the surgery). Please keep hope, I know you will get the surgery. I know exactly how you are feeling right now, it is the worst feeling to want something so bad and have your decision based upon someone else that doesn't even know you. If you need to talk just message me back. Again, keep the faith, I know you will get the surgery done!