BobbieM

Thank you guys so much!! It really helps to have the encouragement!!

Hello everyone, been a while since I checked in. I haven't been doing so great and really need motivation/advice. I have failed my band. Not the other way around. I was doing great and up to a 80 pound loss well then dh and I received custody of my niece and nephew. Well after 10 months of court and junk the kids are now in custody of their Grandmother. Well about a month before all of this ended in court I found myself putting on a lil weight here and there. I had to go a few weeks ago and have some fill removed due to severe reflux(brought on by this stress). As of today I have officially gained back 29 of the pounds I had lost. I am so discouraged and disgusted. I am a self pay so it makes it that much more of a kick in my pants. Guess I just needed to put it out there to those of you who understand and ask for your help to get back on track. I just feel hopeless and out of control with my eating- just seems like all of a sudden. Thanks so much guys!!