Well, my surgery is next week and my surgeon called and said it might be canceled because I have a high white blood count of 17,000. They say it's an infection, but I feel fine, and now I'm starting to feel really depressed about it, I went from excited to sad in 1 second. I went to the doctor but they said nothing is wrong and I explained to the doctor, but no one seems to understand why. I guess I'm over-stressing it more but just hearing that really set me back. =\