hey everyone.

Guess what? I GOT A DATE!!! April 9th. Whoot Whoot! Now I'm nervous but excited. Having all these weird feelings. I see overweight people

Dining out or walking, I Ask myself... Why not get the surgery??? How can you live your life that way?? Is it unfair for me to think this of others because I'm going thru this?? Weird feelings?!!!

Awesome to hear. I'm glad we are with him. I'm super confident with him as our surgeon. Dr T did my endoscopy and was very nice also. Then he relayed a message to Dr. Beekley telling him I had some questions and Dr B called me that night. So nice. I just finished all my tests. Start pre-op on Tuesday!! What tests do you have left? I'm glad I didn't go up to a girl at the meeting that I thought might be you lol. Are you having second thoughts? I'm so nervous!

Awesome to hear. I'm glad we are with him. I'm super confident with him as our surgeon. Dr T did my endoscopy and was very nice also. Then he relayed a message to Dr. Beekley telling him I had some questions and Dr B called me that night. So nice. I just finished all my tests. Start pre-op on Tuesday!! What tests do you have left? I'm glad I didn't go up to a girl at the meeting that I thought might be you lol. Are you having second thoughts? I'm so nervous!

Hey. Hope all is well. I am practically done. I have to reschedule my preop testing because I did not allot time. I did not realize it was going to take 2/3 hours.

I have been having horrible anxiety attacks not sure if it's because if all the testing and waiting or because I fell like I have no support. I am a total mess and I am so scared too. I am afraid of pain and not being able to function for a couple of weeks. Even though I am overweight I do things and look after my kids. I am so scared. Omg. When are you in?