I am a bit off-centered as anyone who knows me may tell you...lol. I have decided that once I reach my personal goal (29-30 more lbs) I am getting another (my second) tattoo. It is of a certain pirate whose spirit seems to represent an awakened part of me. What are the rewards you have in mind upon reaching your personal goal?

-Wyld Blu-

Zoe, when I saw your photos I thought the exact same thing!!!!

That I looked like a tired old hooker? Seriously, I dyed my hair for years. But expensive salon or home bottle, it all looks cheap and fake on me, and it's way too high-maintenance. Brunette, every possible shade of red from burgundy to Ronald McDonald, highlights -- been there, done that. I have a great platinum wig, though!

That I looked like a tired old hooker?

True---but you know one of those really high class expensive ones-LOLOLOLOL

You know that IS NOT WHAT I THINK. Quite the opposite-your a beautiful woman!! I can't wait for the next after picture of you with a v-neck & fitted top!! Sexy!!

And Yes> I am only into Guys;o) For those of you reading into this--lol

By the way, I have a great Platinum wig as well-also 2 pony tails that are shades of different blonde colors. I love them!

Love ya Zoe

BRIGHT- That is going to be my reward as well- Gosh How I long to look good in jeans!

hmmm...

When I get below 200 I want to get a stereo for my car. I wuv my honda, but I want a decent stereo and speakers.

When I get to 230 I'll have lost 50 lbs, which is a mini goal, but I think I'll be so happy to be there after my recent plateau that it will be it's own reward!

After 200 is 165, because that's the weight I was when I was weighed every day be my dad when he made me diet in Jr. High. I think at this point... maybe I'll go visit him and the rest of my family in CO. They haven't seen me since I had my surgery, and money is tight so it'll be a while before I'm able to head out that way anyway. My sister is supposed to get married in April of next year... it'd be REALLY REALLY cool if I could be there by then. (because I'll be there for the wedding family will see me no matter what I'm at by then )

Major goal is 140. Honestly I think I'd be happy at 160 or 165, but I'd really love to get to 140 just once to say that I was half the woman I was before. And at this point, I'm going to go get my teeth done. They are in really horrible shape and I want to have some dentist evaluate me, tell me how much it's going to cost so I can save up the money and then knock me out and do it ALL AT ONCE!

And maybe I'll throw in some laser eye surgery at some point... lol

Of course, quite a few of these things were things I wanted anyway that I'm not turning into rewards for the future...

bumping because I wanna!