Accountability

I wondered initially if blogging would be a waste of time/energy/cyberspace. But in addition to the comments here, the msgs I’ve received have only fueled my desire to make my self more transparent.

I think half the battle *for me* will be accountability. Holding myself accountable for my decisions, and having others lovingly do so as well. I think if I would have been more forthright and open in my past “attempts”, they maybe they would have been a little more successful.

Obviously, its still very early in my journey. But I’m determined and inspired. The fact that I’m literally forced to lose at least SOME weight on my own before being approved for surgery, only makes me want it all the more. And of course, jump starts the necessary changes for my new life.

No matter what happens from here on out, this time net year, I WILL be a new person. Inside and out. I gaaah-runnn-teeee!

Thanks for riding it out w/me…

P.S. I'm doing an untraditional food journal via my main blog. Check me out! vanishingvixen.wordpress.com