teeth brushing reality kick

so i was brushing my teeth last night and looking in the mirror and all of a sudden it just hit me, "i could be having surgery:whatchutalkingabout ..." and i got so scared. i have been ok with the idea for about a week or so but last night it just felt like i have been repressing the reality. but now this morning I'm in between about it. yea its surgery and I'm scared but it doesn't stop at the surgery. the surgery is my first step to many awesome things so like everything else life changing the first step is the scariest but ya have to take it.

but yea i just thought id tell you about that. i wander what brushing my teeth had to do with anything?

helllo, i kno what you mean i was sitting in the car and it hit me iam approved it's really going to happen and i got scared. it's been over a yr and now i am kind of on the fence. why? don't kno i have only told my husband and 2 girl friends about this so here is were i hv to say my peace thanks for listening(reading)LOL