Pre Op 4 Weeks To Go

Well, I have never bloged before, this is a first! 4 weeks from today I will be in Tijuana MX waiting for surgury. I wish it was sooner! I thought I should wait and make sure that I had made the right decision and I now know that I did, I just wish I hadnt waited so long to schedule for my sleeve.

Im having a food funeral for the next 3 weeks.. im not gorging myself, just eating whatever. its may sound like Im doing the opposite of what I should be doing but i feel that its my way of saying good by. I just posted about my ways of saying good by and how I quit smoking.. I had a funeral. doing it again with food!! I havent cheated on smoking once! Quit oct 5, 2011! Now its my food funeral. Dont get me wrong, once in a while, espc when im having a few cocktails, I sometimes have the urge.. but I have never done it. So I figure that with food, I will think about cheating, but wont do it because I know that I need to stay on track!