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I was working out and was fitting size 10s and some 8s

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 19:57:33 +0000

I was, at this time, still working out super often and drinking protein shakes and really...obsessed with working out and running. A few months later, I ran the Nike SF marathon. I mean I only made it to mile 22 but really, cmon. that was truly an achievement to me. AND I still got the finisher's Tiffany's necklace because I kept going even past the time limit. Yahoo!

College Graduation

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 19:45:29 +0000

The day before, I went shopping with my mom and auntie. We spent like 6 hours looking for a dress. It was horrible. I was angry and on the verge of crying. I was mad at myself and the world cursing all the stores that didn't carry cute dresses for plus size girls. I went into Black House White Market, which I don't usually go to. And even then the size 14/16 dress would hardly close. On graduation day, I would not even take of the black graduation gown!

Hannah and Me

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 19:26:44 +0000

I wish my chin was more heart shaped. Itll never be like that though because of my genes. I'm ok with it now. I'll prolly neer be a size 4 but I'm aiming for at least a size 6.

My dogs.

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 19:26:31 +0000

You see the doggy on the left? Thats Nala, my dog. Hence, my ID name. Nala was like me. Eating things (me and my family's fault) that she was not supposed to eat. I spent over $8,000 dollars a week before my surgery because Nala was diabetic ketoacidotic and had pancreatitis. They didn't even think she was going to make it. Before then, we spent $3,000 for the exact same thing. The doctor's had told me to stop feeding her human food. Now look, my best friend is taking insulin shots everyday, twice a day and it breaks my heart to make her cry. I paid a top Cornell vet dietician to formulate a new food for her. Me and nala are going to get healthy. I bet my life on it!

Me and my moms

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 19:25:42 +0000

I like this picture of my mom. Hahah she hates when I color my hair too light. I don't care though. However, she did say it made my face look rounder. A few months later, I went darker. I love my mom so much. Part of the reason I want to get healthy is to prove to them that it can be done. I want them to live to see my grandchildren. Moms and dad both have hypertension and heart problems. Both their dads died early. When my mom was young, she was very tall, skinny, and curvy. She was a beauty queen in her town in the Philippines. She gets on me all the time because my body is not like hers. It's like my dads. Short and round. She doesnt even get stretch marks and her legs are still long and skinny!

Chubby

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 19:25:24 +0000

I look very round here. But I still had really good flexibility. Now when I cross my legs I go numb. Omg, and then its so hard to get up!

Prom

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 19:24:43 +0000

Sorry about the nakedness of the picture. I had a sweetheart strapless dress. But here you can still kind of see my collarbone. So sad. In order to feel it now, You gotta press like 1 inch down.

I always ate sushi

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 19:24:41 +0000

Rice wasn't a super problem at this time. I think this was like 2008/2009. BUt most of the time I ate sashimi and I was working out with a personal trainer.

Vegas

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 19:24:19 +0000

I think this was still in high school, either that or 1st year of college. Anyways, My arms are like 2x the size of them here. I was in the hospital recently. I was paralyzed but I could here the nurses. Those assholes said, "Wow, this girl got guns".

-__- bastards!