I have my psych appt Friday

[samantha209 19]

Just to recap, I am almost 6 mos out. I hit my 100 lb mark about 5 weeks ago and it's been downhill from there.

I am being dramatic but I have totally been pushing it, and I have been eating any and everything...in smaller portions of course, and gaining and losing the same four lbs...i am getting scared. I look and feel great, but i have at least 50 more lbs I wanna lose, and i dont wanna do surgery and weigh 245 lbs

I am especially scared to fail. So I am seeing a psychologist...i guess I need to tackle the underlying issues and i want to before i totally spiral outta control.

I guess knowing is half the battle. Wish me luck

[To Be Thin 2011 80]

Hi Samantha,

congrats to you that you are taking the first step and seeing someone to talk out your issues,,,, that is awesome, be proud of yourself for that!!!

Good luck in hitting your goal,, you have done great so far, keep it up!!!

[samantha209 19]

Thanks so much! this is definitely a daily struggle. If it was gonna be easy i never would've gotten to the point where i needed surgery

[LilMissDiva Irene 3,280]

Hi Samantha! Long time no see!

Well, I totally think that's a great thing to do to try to figure out why you might be sabotaging your weight loss efforts. Big hugs to you and I'm wishing you all the best. I hope you get to the root of the problem! It's so true, you didn't go through the pain of surgery to only get part of the way there.

[samantha209 19]

Thanks Diva!