Celeste97

It’s going to be 2 years post op for me in Jan next year.. I’ve been doing good when it comes to my vitamins, nutrients, protein overall food intake. (or so I think) I have been dealing with dissociation and anxiety like crazy for a few months and have even gone to the hospital to see how I’m doing. All the tests i’ve gotten back have been nothing but positive and clear… yet I keep leaving my body with blank mind mumbling nonsense, constantly over emotional, and am tired of this feeling of regret. I would love to know if anyone else is dealing or has dealt with this before? before or after surgery. It’s only been extreme after my surgery.. thank you to whoever has some advice.

I’m so sorry you’re going through it too. It is awful .. my memory is another messed up thing cause of it. I’m always like, did I really do that thing just now?

I should’ve mentioned that I take those supplements too. Ashwagandha ksm66 , L-Theanine along with a Serotonin “brain food” that has Niacin, Zinc, L-Tryptophan. but I’m definitely going to see the main experts with an appointment soon. I just wanted to see if anyone else had this issue.

I’m back in the hospital. I tried to avoid coming here for the longest for obvious reasons. I’ve been in the waiting room for 3 hours, I’m super dehydrated but every time I drink water I gag/regurgitate and it’s only 3 sips each time. I honestly hate how I’m living right now and I regret my surgery w every bone in my body. I wish I never did it and there’s nothing I can do but basically suffer. I also started getting really bad panic attacks and that’s another reason i’m just fed up with all of this. I pray things turn around before I go insane.

Thankyou!!! You honestly took the words right out my mouth lol was stressed out in the hospital and have people investigating me online. It’s ridiculous they act like it’s a miracle that I started doing better while getting treatment. but I’m glad you are both doing great!! that’s amazing to hear. I’ve been doing good and pray it stays this way ❤️ ty again

Lol I don’t pay attention to nonsense but thank you for understanding. Ive been doing real good though thank god Im finally feeling “normal” I just needed some more time and found what worked for me. I’m glad you’re recovery is going good!! pray it remains that way :)

Lol it’s fine.

Thank you I appreciate it :) things have been more positive lately.

*NO MORE REPLIES PLEASE* Thank you to those who did though

Ma’am I don’t see where I’ve “asked” . I simply put updates up on how I’m feeling and people give tips which I’m grateful for. I know exactly how to structure a sentence AND spell correctly. I’m not going any further with you because I know where I stand. Thank you

I did the same with lemon and ginger! and it helped the nausea :) & I still have yet to try refried beans so thankyou for the tip!

The swallow study was to see if there were any leaks , or obstructions. There were none so the test was complete. I didn’t say I threw up the contrast right then and there in the room that’s why I’m upset that people are coming at me. I was nauseous and gagged all the way back to my room. I then threw up. I hope this was dumbed down enough.

I followed you if you ever wanna just chitchat about the ups n downs lol , I’m glad things have been great on your part. I should try watermelons again and see how I like em now. Oranges have been my go to and i feel more positive this time around.

I hope your recovery stays easy, and thankyou i’m doing my best lol

As of now, yes.

Very helpful yet puts words into others mouths and lies. Sure thing. Anyways, I’m home and trying my best to keep my vitamins and nutrients up. The hardest thing to keep up was potassium.

This can’t be real. I don’t even know you to dislike you, I just didn’t like the way you worded things as if you were some sort of detective. Maybe I should’ve went into full detail for you I just don’t see why it’s so important. and please don’t say things like “throw up into the radiologists face” thats ridiculous.

Cry me a river I see the kind of person you are through your replies. Yes I drank two sips of the contrast and yes it was horrible and I didn’t keep it down.

did i not just say I keep throwing up?

Just had another swallow test , and once again everything is clear and “beautiful” as my doctor said. No one seems to understand why I keep throwing up but I’m back down to stage 3 with food. I don’t really wanna go home just yet if this is gonna continue

I honestly needed to hear that , like finally someone who gets it! it’s been super rough this is my 4th time getting admitted. but i’ve gotten fluids 3 other times and have just gone home. I’m 2 months out and knowing it took you 3 has got me like oh my lord but i’m sticking it out. can’t wait to be out this feeling

Thank you I’m really trying . & yes i have multiple times but there’s just nothing to do but always end up at stage 1 and get fluids at the hospital

Strong flavored foods are making me super nauseous, it’s annoying because I’ve been craving some sweet flavors. Sugar free things are not helping at all. Are fresh fruits safe to suck on? if so which ones? I tried a slice of orange and it was the best thing ever but i’m scared of dumping.

My smells changed too, so it’s been really hard to eat anything. Now with this virus going around does anyone think canned fruit are ok ? or are they a no no?

Makes sense, I actually can’t stand desserts now so i think i’m safe. I’m really into the fruity flavors I was just scared they would mess my stomach up. I’m not good with intake so I stop after an ounce just to be safe