It's time.

I'm trying to focus on what I'm doing, right now to get healthy and not worrying about how much I'll weigh in a year or 5 years.

We are right there with you.  A lot of time and work waiting for this and  boom.... but no end in sight and the uncertainty is sooo hard.  But,  I do remind myself that people are dying and being in a hospital isn't a safe place to be and I rather be fat and alive than thin and dead. 

Wondering if you had your surgery and how you are feeling.