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DesperateEC

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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    Yes I do. When I lost the weight the first time a lot of negative ppl in my life said I would fail and gain it all back which I did!😢😢😔😔😔 and evening though I cut most ppl out of my life the main ones are my family. I’ve literally been in hiding. I can’t believe they were right.
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in So mad at myself for regain   
    Omg me too! The not being able to wipe literally sent me on a tailspin! My husband had to do it for me and I lost it. Every time I want to give up I remember how helpless and ashamed I felt!
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in So mad at myself for regain   
    Omg me too! The not being able to wipe literally sent me on a tailspin! My husband had to do it for me and I lost it. Every time I want to give up I remember how helpless and ashamed I felt!
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in So mad at myself for regain   
    Omg me too! The not being able to wipe literally sent me on a tailspin! My husband had to do it for me and I lost it. Every time I want to give up I remember how helpless and ashamed I felt!
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in So mad at myself for regain   
    Omg me too! The not being able to wipe literally sent me on a tailspin! My husband had to do it for me and I lost it. Every time I want to give up I remember how helpless and ashamed I felt!
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    Yes I’m down 80 pounds since March. It’s just harder because the sleeve lets you know almost immediately that you’ve had enough or too much. The bypass doesn’t. Each individual is different. If I stayed on course I would’ve lost more but I’m trying my best and that’s all you can do
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from deannaculp in Hate bypass   
    Honestly it’s not about the actual number I’m just afraid to stop losing since it’s a slower process and I’m the one stopping myself after 2-3 bites. And I wish I could tell my family to leave me the hell alone but how can I when they are right? I did fail😔 I have 2 beautiful children from it but to ballon back after I’ve tasted the glory is so depressing.
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in So mad at myself for regain   
    I don’t know if it’s possible after surgery but I know before surgery we’re able to shrink our stomachs by eating small meals continuously. The key is to try and go back to healthy small meals. Try to snack on nuts too. The can hold the hunger monster at bay. You’ve done amazing and obesity is a disease! food is our addiction. There’s always a way back! I’m sending you all my well power!
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    Hi, with the sleeve before my 3 pregnancies I could only take 3-4 bites of food before feeling incredibly full even leading to vomiting. Within a year I had lost 150 pounds with the bypass it’s no longer a pouch fullness but an uncomfortable nausea feeling. I have an Iron stomach so I’ve only had dumping once but I stick to what I know to be safe. Everyone is different. To me the sleeve was much bettter because I’m a good addict
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from ambernshearer in Hate bypass   
    So I had the gastric sleeve done in March 2015. I started at 309 and got to 154 but then had 2 pregnancies that brought me back to 300. Had the bypass March 2020 . Started from 300 and now I’m 271-270. I don’t like this surgery because I no longer get that full sensation and restrictions the sleeve provided. I’m doing as much exercise as quarantine can provide but it’s soooooo much harder this time around 😔😔😔. It’s like the restriction isn’t physical anymore so it has to be physiological which is 100000 times more difficult. I miss eating 2 bites and being full all day to be honest. Now the food literally feels like it goes straight through me 😔😒
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from ambernshearer in Hate bypass   
    So I had the gastric sleeve done in March 2015. I started at 309 and got to 154 but then had 2 pregnancies that brought me back to 300. Had the bypass March 2020 . Started from 300 and now I’m 271-270. I don’t like this surgery because I no longer get that full sensation and restrictions the sleeve provided. I’m doing as much exercise as quarantine can provide but it’s soooooo much harder this time around 😔😔😔. It’s like the restriction isn’t physical anymore so it has to be physiological which is 100000 times more difficult. I miss eating 2 bites and being full all day to be honest. Now the food literally feels like it goes straight through me 😔😒
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    I just want to say thank you to everyone who commented! I truly appreciate it 💞
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    No I don’t know, sweetie but I fought against the restriction with the sleeve in the beginning but I started to understand the signs of being full. With this second surgery I’m literally having to stop myself after a couple bites and my weight loss is much more decreased.
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    I think the bigger we are prior to surgery, the more we lost after. And I’m restricting myself as if I had the sleeve lol.
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Krestel in Hate bypass   
    I haven’t pushed myself because I’m a food addict and the feeling of being full/satisfied is like chasing a high at this point but with the sleeve in the beginning I couldn’t eat more than 2-3 small bites. That’s what I need.to tame the beast
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    Yes I do. When I lost the weight the first time a lot of negative ppl in my life said I would fail and gain it all back which I did!😢😢😔😔😔 and evening though I cut most ppl out of my life the main ones are my family. I’ve literally been in hiding. I can’t believe they were right.
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in So mad at myself for regain   
    I don’t know if it’s possible after surgery but I know before surgery we’re able to shrink our stomachs by eating small meals continuously. The key is to try and go back to healthy small meals. Try to snack on nuts too. The can hold the hunger monster at bay. You’ve done amazing and obesity is a disease! food is our addiction. There’s always a way back! I’m sending you all my well power!
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in So mad at myself for regain   
    Omg me too! The not being able to wipe literally sent me on a tailspin! My husband had to do it for me and I lost it. Every time I want to give up I remember how helpless and ashamed I felt!
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    I had my revision in March and lost 40 pounds. I had my sleeve in March ( 5 years ago ) and on this date lost 55 pounds so it’s definitely slower and I’m actually exercising and counting calories etc this time around. I’m trying to restrict myself just like the sleeve so I’m only eating Protein and a very small amount at each sitting and drinking a lot a lot of Water. It’s hard because that never full feeling is depressing. It makes food and eating ALL I can think about. I’m trying to occupy my time with other things also
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    DesperateEC reacted to JessLess in Hate bypass   
    I HAVE. IT CAN BE DONE.
    I recommend therapy. It's really none of their business, and if you can't tell them to drop it or you're leaving the room, please get help!
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    DesperateEC reacted to Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    Exactly. I loved that restriction and if it is not coming back then this is all on me again like before I had the sleeve.
    Are you measuring portions and how much are you eating at one sitting ?
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    DesperateEC reacted to ge0rgette2 in Hate bypass   
    OMY!!!!

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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    Yes I do. When I lost the weight the first time a lot of negative ppl in my life said I would fail and gain it all back which I did!😢😢😔😔😔 and evening though I cut most ppl out of my life the main ones are my family. I’ve literally been in hiding. I can’t believe they were right.
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    I know 😔 I just want to lose more. Quicker. I need to be under 200😢😢 I tired of being a hermit
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    DesperateEC got a reaction from Tracyringo in Hate bypass   
    Don’t get me wrong you guys. My revision was done on March 9 and I’ve already lost 35 pounds so I’m happy, it’s just not what I was expecting . I had the perfect sleeve but the pregnancies forced my pouch to spread. The last pregnancy I was on complete bed rest for the entire thing. I guess I’m sad

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