mariamoreno80

Totally normal for a lot of people. What you do next is what matters.

I am 2 weeks out as of today. Surgery was 10/29. And I have felt super duper hungry and craved food, and then hated food and didnt want any. No real middle ground. sigh. I got to officially start pureed foods today and have made the most of it by having things that I formerly enjoyed eating like cottage cheese, eggs with cheese on them, and simple tuna, mayo, and spices. While the food was heaven, now I get to learn how to be satisfied with 4 bites. sigh again. Seriously, it's not really eating and I will still need to supplement my food with protein drinks.... heh or basically supplement my protein drinks with food as the case may be. Also, eating soups and now real foods has thrown me into a stall. So I am resentful and feel petty and irritated and would just like to lose weight again now. Its even difficult to get all the water in if I eat real food. The juggling is irritating, and the struggle is real! lol. Seriously, I am totally annoyed and feel pretty miserable. Though at least eating real food def seems to solve my feeling hungry problem. That **** sits in my stomach like a weight.

Ok now that I have ranted about your issue, I shall crawl back into the hole I crawled out of today lol.

Oh, while I am complaining, it snowed today... actually snowed in November in Oklahoma. We dont OWN heavy coats here so I dunno if I will even be taking my walk outside tonight, which I LOVE. Boo.