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china
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ok i seem to have fell off the wagon. just alot has been going on but, most of all there was a death in my family and that really hit me hard i dont know if its an excuse to eat or what but, i feel like ive failed and know its wrong and called my dr to tell him what is going on and i go see him on the 2nd. and i made a wkly food menu and joined a wt loss challenge, also plan on going back to the gym so im trying. i just dont know if i have the will power. i just know i dont wanna go back to where i was. it feels like im alone and no one understands. mybe its just im very emotional right now. any kind words would be great right now. thanks for letting me vent
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yesterday i was watching the tyra banks show and she had guests on the show that blew my mind about how they felt about overweight people. one lady said they were gross and discusting and lazy. i wanted to choke this lady. then i thougt about it. i experience it every day when i walk out the door the looks. it is so wrong and i was so angry. the nice side of me wants to say im still a person reguardless of how i look on the outside. the world is a cold place and there is just way to much judgeing going on. and what gives them the right to say we are lazy. im far from it and im a damn good person and i wish others could look beyond the outside and see the angel within. but, the sassy person that i am will tell that ass off. i refuse to put up with anyone treating me this way. you can look but, you better not say any thing foul or its on. i lost that nice gene along time ago. i dont know why this upset me so i think cus i know thats what alot of people think. how childish can you be really.
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feeling blessed
By china,
9/16/09
well hello everyone im up late 2-nite i guess there is some thing on my mind. i'm thinking about life. and after some thought i must say i feel blessed:smile:. im not gonna say this band is the easyest thing becuz its not. hell in fact its harder than i thought it was gonna be but, im in it for the long haul. i have meet alot of folks on here and it makes it easier to get by that is for sure. so i just wanted to say thanks everyone for the help.:thumbup:
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