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Tierra T Tij

Gastric Bypass Patients
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About Tierra T Tij

  • Rank
    Expert Member
  • Birthday 06/13/1987

About Me

  • Gender
    Female
  • Interests
    Music, Walking, Learning How To Sew, Watching Asian Movies and Anime
  • Occupation
    Working on getting my health together to get a job
  • City
    In the middle of some metro town
  • State
    California
  • Zip Code
    95829

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  1. My Body Image Issues:

    07/20/18 Friday

    I am writing this because it seems like no matter how hard I do love myself and have confidence it's like it's hard to believe the words I say and also my old eating disorder/OCD mind tends to take over sometimes and before I know it I'm counting EVERY food that I eat and feeling very fat/freaking out. I'm trying to do my affirmations everyday and fix myself up nice to make myself feel better but it seems like nothing makes me feel better and I go back to either these bad thoughts or I want to self harm to heal myself or randomly yell at people. I get no stress release from my frustrations thus I become even more OCD spend and have other  bad addictions besides OCD'ing on the food I eat like overly exercise until my feet really blister or hurt or over spend on items I think I need to feel a void. I'm tired of putting myself through the ringer but it feels like nothing is never ever enough for me and I'm always searching for answers in the wrong places.

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