cherrytree15

Hello, it sounds like there is a bit of guilt in this message. I am not yet sleeved and I am awaiting surgery but the tone of your message sounds like I feel when I over indulge in my food choices and then feel bad about it. Don't beat yourself up, if you have eaten things that are not necessarily on the program that's okay. It is a hard road to travel and I don't think people are trying to be perfect, nor do I think that anyone expects you to be. The bottom line is that everyone here is trying. Everyone doesn't gain weight the same way or lose it the same. I have found this site to be very supportive. When I am on the losers bench I will be one of those to try to stick to healthy options because like you "sound", I am an emotional eater. I had regular therapy sessions to help me realize that I can have fun and enjoy life without everything being a reason to eat. I can be sad, angry without stuffing something in my mouth. Until the mental part is conquered and we figure out why "food" has been so important to us, no tool will be enough to help us conquer the addiction, we must first address the mental root. If your choices are working for you then Kudos! But if you are struggling and afraid that you are seeing familiar habits reach out for support. That's what the Forum is for. But don't be so judgmental of the folks who are making a life style change, everyone is different but I believe that we all support each other. Good luck to you on your continued success.

Awwww no shame don't hold your head. It just kinda sound like you were upset because folks were judging you but I did get the gist of your post and it's good to know that everyone falls short. This was a great topic, thanks for posting it.

Hello, it sounds like there is a bit of guilt in this message. I am not yet sleeved and I am awaiting surgery but the tone of your message sounds like I feel when I over indulge in my food choices and then feel bad about it. Don't beat yourself up, if you have eaten things that are not necessarily on the program that's okay. It is a hard road to travel and I don't think people are trying to be perfect, nor do I think that anyone expects you to be. The bottom line is that everyone here is trying. Everyone doesn't gain weight the same way or lose it the same. I have found this site to be very supportive. When I am on the losers bench I will be one of those to try to stick to healthy options because like you "sound", I am an emotional eater. I had regular therapy sessions to help me realize that I can have fun and enjoy life without everything being a reason to eat. I can be sad, angry without stuffing something in my mouth. Until the mental part is conquered and we figure out why "food" has been so important to us, no tool will be enough to help us conquer the addiction, we must first address the mental root. If your choices are working for you then Kudos! But if you are struggling and afraid that you are seeing familiar habits reach out for support. That's what the Forum is for. But don't be so judgmental of the folks who are making a life style change, everyone is different but I believe that we all support each other. Good luck to you on your continued success.

Excited about my progress in 5 months.

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OMG! I am so anxious and stressed out, this has been a long journey, almost a year of research and then a cancelled surgery in Mexico. I just wanted to feel safe and have a Dr close by that I can turn to when necessary. Now almost another year later after diet and nutrition, tests and psych visits my paperwork was submitted to Cigna OA Plus for approval. This nail biting experience is worst than the process. Fingers crossed, toes crossed and prayers going up waiting for an approval. I need an approval. Can't sleep or focus, I just am so anxious and nervous!

OMG the waiting us driving me mad. I'm so anxious and going through so many emotions. I've got 57 days before my surgeon submits my approval request to my insurance company. I just want to get sleeved and get it over with. It seems ssssoooooo far away. I'm just trying to be patient but it's hard. Sorry, just needed to vent.

Thank you so very much for your post. I am so very greatful that you posted it. I am so miserable with all this weight. But you gave me hope and encouragement. I am 19 days post op and very nervous. I am taking in all the negative things with the positive but am still going through a host of emotions. I have high blood pressure, GERD, a hiatal hernia and RA. I am only 38 year old and I am so tired of living life like this. I am always tired, low energy, aches and pains. I also don't have very much support. I'm not sure if people are scared of my success or scared that I will be seriously injured or that'll I'll die (I've had a couple people say that too). None the less it is not very encouraging. Besides the road that I am traveling now is close to death. I just want my life back, my health back. It will be great to look good. But I don't even so much care about that, I just want to "FEEL" good. Anyway, I've been nervous and your post encourged me.
Did you have any complications at all? I see you had your surgery in Mexico? Just curious, how did you follow up in the States? Again thank you!!!

It is so great to here all of your experiences. This is an awesome message bored. I'm always reading here to calm my nerves. I've got 19 days to go. Congratulations to all of you....I hope you keep posting your updates with you successes.