lilbrigy

HEY HEY HEY IM LILBRIGY

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right so im 22 years old and have been over weight all my life,, i was the fat kid in kindy, I was lucky that I wasnt really bullied , occasionally people would make a smart ass comment,, but no one other then me bullied me about it,

my weight has caused me to feel out of place all my life, even in my own family as they are all healthy fit highly motivated and confident people,, and I so very muchly wasnt,, not to mention my parents are split and one is a BIKER and the other is a SERIOUS CHURCHY ,, so life was complicated enough,

i feel ive spent my whole life trying to find where i fit in, but in the process i have been missing out on my life, ive done lots of awesome things, had lots of awesome friends and hobbies,, but i feel ive never taken any of it to its full extent cause i was always searching for something that made me special,,

well this year ive recently gotten out of an abusice relationship and moved back to my home town after three years living in brissy trying to do a course that should have only taken me 18 months,, once again something i have completed in my life..

well since moving home i now have my own house that im renting,, a full time job,, (working for my parents but still im good at it and its money) and i have a dog,, so i feel ive come along way so the next step was dealing with the real issue,, my weight,, my parents had spoken to me about lapband a few times over the years and i had always knocked the idea back as i thought i was admitting defeat,, and i was worried my father would spend that money and i would fail,, but this time well i had recently hit ROCK BOTTOM,, so I decided to finally accept my parents help and guidance,, plus i had already lost 8kg on my own since being home,

so now i am one week post op and feeling positive most days ,, i have told my whole family whats going on,, so they finally know how i have been feeling all these years,, and weirdly enuff they are so proud of me just for speaking up and had no idea all this time how i felt,, its even brought my brother and i some what closer which is exciting,,

so i was banded october 4th 2012 at 139kg and I AM NEVER EVER GOING BACK,