akadimkz

I am a 23 year old father to a one and a half year old beautiful baby boy and a fiance to a beautiful woman. I am currently on the Nursing School waiting list here in Arizona. I have struggled with my weight for about most of my life. These couple of years have really depressed me. I can't stand to look in the mirror or tke pictures. I force myself to put on a smile. I do this for my fiance and my son. I feel that if I don't get this surgery I will not be here to see my son graduate. I hate my body and my appearance. I pray to god that I can get this surgery. I see these pictures on here and it gives me so much more encouragement. I need some support and talk with people who are in the same boat as me. I am so very open to questions and I am a very open person. Please support me and discuss with me what ever you want. I want to be a nurse and my weight right now scares me. I feel if I keep this weight on I will not be able to perform my job the way I want to.