I did't realize

[ThinJenne 187]

I did not realized i was living my life in bondage. My body was/is my cage. My fat is a leash. Once i started losing my little walks are like freedom. My body screams get up move dance it craves it my mind say no remember walking hurts dancing causes pain. I fight my sub conscious everyday and each time its a sweet surprise I can move i can walk. I never knew how much i missed it. Mentally i wait for the pain and i approch each movement timidly. But the pain never comes so i do more but my leash hold me back still i realize im not ready my journey is still not complete but i reached a new level. So tomorrow i will fight to walk again enjoy the surprise of no pain again and walk a few steps futher. My body is my canvas it is no longer my cage my fat is my clay each movement shaping and twisting it to chisel a better me. My movement is my freedom.

I played a game of football catch with my son today we even had a jogging contest. He knows my goal is to play a real game of basketball with him and his father.

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Edited January 17, 2017 by ThinJenne

[kimberb 323]

Awesome post.

[pvechiola 195]

Great stories are what make this website so wonderful and unique.

[NurseBec 14]

I am in the same boat. I went jogging today for the first time ever. I've still got a long ways to go but it is a surprise that we feel the difference and how far we've actually come! Keep dancing

[jaynamy3 122]

Wow!! Very very very well written. You are indeed an inspiration. Good luck to you!@ your heart is in the right place that's for certain!!!!

Amy☆☆☆

[Toni Ha 16]

Amen to that Sista's too true.. Give all the Glory to God" it is his grace that keeps us going..

rock your day Ladies & Gentlemen

[ThinJenne 187]

Amen to that Sista's too true.. Give all the Glory to God" it is his grace that keeps us going..

rock your day Ladies & Gentlemen

Amen! Amen! To God be the glory I can do all things through christ Jesus

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